🌕 Living in Two Lunar Seasons: Grief and Growth at the Same Time

I want to be honest with you.

Right now, I’m living in two lunar seasons at once.

In my work—I’m in spring.

Everything is blossoming. I’m launching a new course, welcoming new faces into my online community, and feeling a wave of inspiration and momentum move through me. There’s energy here. Hope. Possibility.

But in my heart—I’m in winter.

I’m grieving a deep loss. There’s an ache that moves through the quiet hours, a cold that lingers even when the sun is out. I feel it in my bones, in the stillness, in the way I pause sometimes mid-task… just to breathe through the weight of it.

And learning how to walk with both has been… a lot.

The Myth of "One Season at a Time"

We’re often taught to compartmentalize:

Grieve in private.

Create in public.

Heal first, then grow.

Hurt in silence, then come back strong.

But what if that’s not how life works?

What if the truest version of healing is not either/or… but both/and?

What if you can build something beautiful while holding heartbreak?

What if you don’t have to “get through” your grief before you’re allowed to feel excited again?

Learning to Hold Both

This strange, sacred season is teaching me about duality—and how to honor it.

✨ How to launch from a place of depth instead of force.

✨ How to rest, cry, and still show up in small, powerful ways.

✨ How to lead with softness, not just strategy.

I’ve had to learn how to set boundaries around my energy—not because I’m weak, but because I’m honoring what’s real.

I’m finding my new rhythm between inspired action and sacred pause.

Some days I’m full of life, recording videos, writing lessons, creating something I’m deeply proud of.

Other days, I wrap myself in a blanket and just let the ache speak.

And I’ve realized: I’m not bypassing my pain. I’m also not postponing my joy.

Both are true.

Both belong.

Rooted in Grief, Blossoming in Purpose

Grief has stripped parts of me bare.

However, it has also made room for deeper roots.

Roots of compassion. Of presence. Of truth.

Everything I’m creating right now carries that depth with it.

I’m not building from pressure.

I’m building from presence.

A Reflection for You

If you’re holding two seasons at once, too, I see you.

Maybe part of you is coming alive… while another part is grieving what will never be the same.

Maybe you’re launching something new… while quietly carrying the ache of something lost.

You are not broken. You are becoming.

So let me ask you gently:

✨ What in your life is blooming right now?

🌑 And what’s asking to be laid down or released?

It’s okay to carry both.

And you don’t have to carry them alone.

🌿 If You’re Living in Two Lunar Seasons—Let's Walk The Path Together

If you’re moving through a season of becoming—where grief and growth live side by side—The Energetic Path was made for you.

This isn’t a course that asks you to “fix” yourself or leave your pain at the door.

It’s a guided journey through the chakra system that honors your emotional truth, your spiritual rhythms, and your deep desire to feel aligned—body, mind, and soul.

You’ll find space to reflect.

Tools to support your energy.

And gentle reminders that your healing doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s.

You don’t need to have it all together to begin.

You just need a willingness to show up—softly, honestly, as you are.

🌙 Let this be your invitation to walk the path of both blooming and release.

You are welcome here.

🌀 Join The Energetic Path or learn more here.